peggy's玩美皂ㄎㄚ

她說第一次聽到James Blunt的you're beautiful便不能自己........

她說,自此而後她要認真的走自己的路,不做無謂的奉獻,

I'll never be a fool anymore, I'll be stronger, be myself, even if go on alone .......

My life is brilliant.
 
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
 
You're beautiful. You're beautiful,
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
cos ill never be with you
 
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
 
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
you're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
cos ill never be with you
 
la la la la, la la la la, la la la la laaaaaa
 
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Goodbye My Lover   
 
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
 
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
 
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
 
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
 
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)
 
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
 
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
 
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
 
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
 
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
 
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
 
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
 

她是告訴我她想這麼做的: to forgive then forget.....因為她畢竟曾經那樣深愛過他ㄚ......

可是.....她說:為什麼心還是那麼痛呢?為什麼還是無法安睡呢?而淚還是停不住呢?............

她說她其實是幸運的,發現殘酷的事實的這沉重的兩天她遇見一位天使,一位凡塵天使,

那天使有著清甜的嗓音,甚至有一個美麗的名字,那樣年輕又那樣美好,

因這天使的溫暖膚慰,她陰暗苦悶的心房得以透見一絲陽光

謝謝妳 Angel Renee  

只不過是那麼一個小小的測試
今天的他在MSN上格外冰冷
她突然有點瞭然於胸
那些猜測,那些所謂的第六感
似乎真的大不幸的靈驗了

原就空蕩蕩的心連破碎的聲響都聽不見ㄚ
她的手腳倏的僵寒了起來
是該離開了
她打上那幾個告別的字眼:
time to say good-bye
i'll away, and won't be back...

在龐大的疲倦與持續性的間歇陣熱中

她感到無比的孤獨與迷惘

試探性的在MSN與那幾乎完全不熟的女孩對話

以失眠的句子為起點來銜接實在陌生的問答

可當女孩似有怯意的問起妳們是男女朋友嗎

她的回答故意漏寫兩字:曾經......

然後許也只是片刻時間 女孩說今天想想明天回答

然後顯示離開的狀態欄裡 '失眠一整夜'已變成

'一個人'

她以女人敏銳的第六感揣想著猜測著~~

女孩是另一個曾經的她吧 正愛著同一個壞胚子吧

她也因為那些不著邊際的情話被蠱惑著吧

而且  就是 現在

而她  已是    曾經

她心情突然壞透了......

她想著他也跟她做那些事嗎.....

他也在那個小小的WEB CAM裡對她送著可笑的飛吻嗎.....

他也會不可自持的告訴她:you make me crazy嗎........

淚潸潸 汗涔涔

逝去的回憶真是人生永無寧日的可怕煎熬ㄚ

拎著同樣破碎的心

暗自傷悲.....

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